Do I like him?
Am I ready?
Is it right?
Can I let myself do it?
What if it doesn't work?
Do I want it?
Am I sure about that?
Can I do it?
What if I ruin everything?
What if I just THINK I want that?
What if I just THINK I am ready?
But if you never try you will never know, so...
Should I?
I think that is what I feel, but what if I'm wrong?
What if it just the need to be close to someone?
What if he doesn't feel the same?
What others will think?
How I should behave?
Should I try to forget?
Should I do something?
Should I make a move?
Should I wait?
But it doesn't make sense. And I hate things that doesn't make sense.
What's going on with me?!?!
This wasn't a part of the plan.
But lets be real, nothing goes according to the plan.
So should I do something or just wait and see how everything goes?
Why am I thinking so much about it???
It's unhealthy.
Get out of my mind!
You make me question my life and I don't want that.
God I am hopeless. I told myself I woudn't do anthing but I am writing this post.
What is wrong with me?
Am I insane?
I am talking to myself, I think that says it all.
So who would want me anyway...
Some many questions that I shouldn't have.
Do I like him?
Or do I like the idea of being close to someone?
Love always,
Margaret
